; lameness overload

Party?

2011-12-08T02:49:00.000-08:00

I don't understand life anymore . Falling for a guy on Monday , met him again on Wed , knew that he has a girlfriend on thursday morning , saw him again on THURSDAY evening . WHAT IS LIFE ALL ABOUT ? LIKE SERIOUSLY , WHAT THE HELL IS THIS ?

You make me confused , you make me go crazy everyday , WITHOUT YOU NOTICING !

This is the 2nd time I'm feeling this way in tuition .

Last time it was green hornet and now ? QAAAAAAY ?

It's so distracting . GILA LA GILAAAAAAAAA .

I kena study hard . I kena study hard in tuition . I kena focus .

-.-

Bye .

2011-12-03T07:43:00.001-08:00

That's actually a goodbye like .
Goodbye 'form-1-crush' , goodbye earthlings :]

Sunshines

2011-12-03T06:00:00.000-08:00

Hello & Assalammualaikum readers :)

I really have nothing interesting to update these few days . Well , B1A4 came to Malaysia today . I feel SAD because I couldn't go . It didn't upset me this much when U-KISS came to Malaysia last few months but today........ Guess what's my wish . My wish is to give a warm welcome to B1A4 when they first stepped to Malaysia but it seems like my wish is obviously not granted :(((( DAMN :(( I REALLY NEED TO STUDY HARD FOR THIS SPM AND THEN I CAN GO TO ANY CONCERT THAT I WANT K . I REALLY WILL . I cannot totally leave kpop for this 365 days but I'll tumblr when I have free time . IDK WHY , I feel guilty whenever I touched my laptopppppp . /cries/ . IF B1A4 COME TO MALAYSIA IN 2012 , I'LL BLAME SPM . B1A4 , YOU BETTER WAIT UNTIL I FINISH MY LAST PAPER K .

2011-11-27T01:59:00.000-08:00

*2832* messages deleted , that include yours .

Don't blame me when I don't care anymore . On that time , I guess it's too late to fix everything.

dot.

2011-11-26T22:11:00.000-08:00

I always bring disappointment to my family . Why do I feel like my existence doesn't mean anything to anyone ?
I believe that I am never anyone's priority
My bestfriend is 'gone' and now I don't know who should I lean on .

I don't feel like trusting anyone , anymore .

Awal Muharram 1433H

2011-11-25T23:33:00.000-08:00

Anyway , I'd like to wish all the Muslims Salam Awal Muharram 1433 Hijrah . Semoga kita menjadi hamba yang lebih baik daripada tahun tahun sebelumnya . InsyaAllah .

Tutup buku lama , buka buku baru .

Ini sebenarnya perkara yang paling ku nantikan sejak bulan okt .

Ini boleh menjadi titik permulaan kepada sebuah perubahan .

Assalammualaikum .

Do you like being judged ?

2011-11-25T23:26:00.000-08:00

Well , that's the question . For me , of course I'd say no but do you realize that you judged other people too sometimes ? That happens .

I always think before I judged that person . If you don't like being judged , then don't judge at all.

Well it seems like you don't like hanging out with us .

It's okay , you feel uncomfortable to hang out with ugly people and at the same time , I feel insecure to hang out with 'pretty people' like you .

I'm used to this kind of situation alr .

The conclusion is people judge

Where have you been ?

2011-11-25T02:27:00.000-08:00

Someone actually talked about marriage already . This is unexpected .

I still remember , when I was in form 1 , I had feelings towards you and still do . How unbelievable . But now things were different . I mean everything changed when you started to get into a relationship . I shouldn't blame anyone . It's actually my fault because I didn't tell him about my feelings , so he didn't know . I'm suppose to get rid of this feeling . I tried and I'm tired of trying .

Please , don't appear anymore . Twitter , Fb , everything .
I wish you happiness .

.

2011-11-22T00:48:00.001-08:00

When you leave , don't ever think of coming back . Because I wanna move on .

2011-11-21T01:04:00.000-08:00

I'll be back when I'm getting over everything . Goodbye for a while , bloggie .

You are my spring

2011-11-20T02:30:00.000-08:00

Don’t cry, don’t leave.
Stay by my side.
You are my warm spring.

Somehow I find the lyrics is nice and kinda related to me . Spring , March .

You , always .

2011-11-20T02:22:00.001-08:00

It hurts me so much to see you're doing well , even without me .

Butterfly fly away ♥

2011-11-19T21:18:00.000-08:00

Salam . Hi readers .

Well , I attended accounts tuition just now . My teacher was actually teaching us on how to manage our money instead of teaching us accounts . Hehe I kinda like it anyway . Well , don't you think it's boring when you learn learn and learn in the class without listening to some kind of jokes from the teacher ? Well , today's class kinda made my day ♥ One sentence that I couldn't get rid from my mind .

'I tell you hor *with her normal slang* , if malay tak baca , memang bodoh la . betul tak ?'

Baca as in study .

Well according to what she said , Malay students will get full scholarship if they achieved straight A's in SPM . She said when she fetched her daughter from UK , the aeroplane was full with Malays . Hahaha . She said we have to bear with it for only 1 year . Teacher , 1 year is long enough n__n

Well I feel quite motivated after listening to what she said just now . I really really want to study in overseas or Middle East . It's not that I'm choosy or lupa daratan sebab taknak belajar dekat Malaysia *someone used to say this to me* but you know , everyone has their own dream . That's one of my dream , so I don't think my it's a wrong thing to own this kind of dream . If I don't get to study overseas , maybe it's just not my luck....yet . Who knows , the door of opportunities will knock next time , we never know . Whatever decision that I've made , whatever dream that I wanna achieve , please don't forget to put your effort in it and leave it to Allah . Tawakkal is the most important element , especially after you've done your best or maybe after you made some kind of decision .

Talking about studies , what am I going to be in future ? The answer is I DON'T KNOW . Mrs Lee said she hates it so much when students don't know what they wanna be in future . She even asked us to do accounts in accounting firm during this holiday . She said if you don't like it then you can always change your ambition . LMAO . I mean like seriously , wouldn't it be awkward when I , myself , a 16 years old girl , stepping in an accounting firm ? I couldn't imagine myself . So I guess , that's not really a good solution . Secondly , she said that working in MCD is a total waste of time . Pfft . What if I work in Popular ? I ♥ bookstore so much weehee . I used to have butterflies in my stomach whenever I stepped into bookstore . Hihi . Anyway , I'll try my level best to know which career suits me well in future . For me , there's still a lot of time to think . Maybe I should get some guidance from the teachers next year .

Notes for today ; Mrs Lee is officially my favourite teacher after Pn Suhana :D The most fav teacher of course la my Physics and Mod math teacher :D ♥

When Shit happens

2011-11-12T06:27:00.001-08:00

Esok je lah buat PA . I feel down . Really

Nervous .

2011-11-11T05:58:00.000-08:00

Can I forget about my life for a while and focus on SPM ? EEE THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE .
But that's what I really want to do . I have to sacrifice my 365 days in order to achieve happiness for the next 365 days :(

I wish I could but I know I couldn't .
Because I got life and I hate studying 8D

CIKGU , I MISS YOU .
No joke .

You are my Everything

2011-11-07T00:34:00.000-08:00

I always wonder ;

When I remember every single thing about that particular person , is he/she doing the same thing as what I'm doing ? You exist every single second on my mind but do I even cross your mind ? That makes me wonder .

No matter what ,
my family , friends , crush , cousins , teachers , enemies , I'll never forget you guys . Once you get into my life , the memories will remain . It will never fade .

To someone that nobody knows about his existence ,
Just by remembering your face , it'll make me break down in tears.
What does that suppose to mean ?

The future

2011-11-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

~~Two~~ one thing that I want in my life /coughs/

Yes , that HUGE RACK OF BOOKS in my house . I don't care if I won't be able to be rich , but I just want that huge rack with books to exist in my house :)

p/s : If possible , I want that guy as well . Muahaha

Heart to heart talk

2011-10-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

It'll be broken soon . And once broken , it'll never be the same anymore .

Why do I feel like we're not as close as before already eh ? Or is it just my feeling ? *kalau my feeling je , baguslah* but seriously if it's going to continue , I really don't know what to say anymore .

5 days . After that it'd be the end of everything before the new chapter of life begins .

ilikeyouthebest.

2011-10-27T02:12:00.001-07:00

I'm in my rajin mood to update , so 2 updates for today .

It's already thursday and oh sheet , I haven't study a thing yet . I've screwed all the subjects and yet , I still have the guts to slack like a beetch -.- Finals , I give up . Next year , I'll do my best , like how I used to during primary school muahaha . Primary school is water compared to form 4 . Mess up with form 5 and you die , Izreen .

I love this guy so much . Oh wait , who doesn't ?

The definition of ♥

2011-10-27T00:41:00.001-07:00

In the beginning of 2011 ,

January 2011

4A . A total new environment for me . A total new friends (except that 7 person) . When we were announced to be in this class during the first day of school , the feeling was indescribable . Happiness overload I shall say because finally , we can be in the same class . Stepped in the class for the first time , I could feel the bliss . I saw curves on everyone's lips . I saw everyone from different class . 3A , 3K , 3E , 3L , 3N , 3G , 3H . And we unite , into the same class named 4A . Whatever it is , I've chosen this class and I can't turn back . This is it . Buruk baiknya , kena terima .

In the third month of the year , we did celebration for all the march babies in the class . Can you imagine the happiness ? I'm glad that jing er and the rest were happy with this lil 'surprise' . In this month , I couldn't forget this date . 21/03/11 . Where I met green hornet because of someone's hardwork to grant my wish . Thanks ♥ 24th of March was the lovely day where I got to sit beside him . Not exactly beside him but still , it's considered next to him ;) I'm the happiest girl on Earth !

6th month of the year Got to participate in water rocket but it was a total failure for me :( but what matter is we gain experience . Kalah menang ada pertandingan kan ? *ayat nak menyedapkan hati* haha phail . This is also the most heartbreaking month . JUNHYUNG AND HARA SOBS :(

It's the first day of July . OMG OMG HOW CAN I FORGET THIS DATE ? I got to meet my boyfriend like finally ♥ Went to beast fanmeeting with xiu myn , syahira and her sister . BEST DAY EVER . Walaupun beli ticket rock zone je but worth it . THEY'RE SO PURRRFECT .

and now , it's reaching the eleventh month of the year , November . Ups and downs , I went through . Memories will stick in my heart , forever and it'll never fade .

You guys are the best thing in my life .

Your existence brightens my life :)

Thank you , like a million time ♥

They're irreplaceable .

p.s : I really have no idea where did the whitey whitey things came from . It wasn't the highlights of my post anyway . Kthanksbye :D

Ketupat Rendang

2011-08-28T19:25:00.000-07:00

Happy Eid you guys .

Sorry for all the sins that I've done all this while and hope you guys *sesiapa je* have a blessed raya with your family .

Selamat tinggal Ramadhan :( Kehadiranmu membawa seribu erti buat diriku . Semoga kita berjumpa lagi , jika dipanjangkan usia . InsyaAllah .

Hi , Love ..

2011-08-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

You just have no idea how happy I am right now . THANKS , CIKGUUUUUUU ILUVYOUUUU

Lights Go On Again

2011-06-27T03:38:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone .

Lol I was in front of my laptop since in the morning . I skipped school today because I'm sick n____n so I go through few blogs due to my extreme boring-ness 8D I saw this one person talking about her precious moments on 23rd of December and she makes me go WHOA . She got everything that she wanted . So lucky . Well , it kinda reminds me of mine too (: Even though I didn't receive expensive gadgets like she did but I still think mine is special , in its own way . I have mom & best friends by my side , I have teachers to share my happiness , that's more than enough <3

I miss being fifteen . Where there's less stress , compared to this year . I can't imagine 2012 , seriously I cannot n___n

AWKWARD .

2011-06-25T10:38:00.000-07:00

I'm a girl but I don't understand girls .

seriously

ME GUSTA!

2011-06-20T02:20:00.000-07:00

Hi readers . *I am not sure whether I still have readers or not lol *

Life has been shitty lately . School holiday was like a piece of crap . I had to attend tuition like almost everyday during school holiday and I didn't really have time to enjoy myself . I didn't even go for an outing during holiday . HOW 'AWESOME' IS THAT .

First week of school ; I felt empty . There's nothing much happened throughout that whole week .s It's just that I skipped tuition for a week for the sake of water rocket . Not everyday but 3 days were tiring enough . I didn't go to school on Wednesday but I still have to go to afrina's house in order to build our second rocket . Well , that was actually my first time , so I didn't really have experience on doing that . And we didn't win on that day . I'm not frustrated nor pissed off but I just feel like our hard work didn't paid off . It's a total waste . I'm not talking about myself but I'm talking about my team mate too . Shazira sacrificed her sleeping time in order to do that freaking thing . She would've feel the pain greater than me . After the competition , she asked me 'kau sedih ke ? ' and I was like 'aku nampak macam aku sedih ke ?' . 'Yelah , kau diam je' . I don't know why but I just felt like she faked all those happy faces that she showed to us on that day . She's the most hardworking in our team and I could feel her disappointment . Well I know her aim is to prove them wrong about our class . She just wanted to prove to everyone , especially to teacher that 4A can do it . Nah , past is past . So let's get over this shit kay , izreen ? -_-

2nd thing ; exam result is like superrrrrsheeeettt . I failed my biology . Lemme repeat , I failed my biology . Lucky my bio teacher wasn't around . If not she's gonna give a deep , death glare to me n_n heh jk . Oh and the most frustrating thing is I got A- for my Modern math . Kalau modern math punya markah pun macam tu , add math apatah lagi ? -.- On that day , teacher was like 'siapa yang ada number 9 dekat belakang marks dia tu , tolong bagi balik kertas dia' while looking at me and vivien . lol 79 , SIAPA TAK FRUST WEYYYY ? Teacher checked my paper and she asked me about my jalan kerja that I wrote in pencil . But that jalan kerja wasn't for the question :( So I was just like ' cikgu , biar je lah markah tu 79 . Saya tak kisah , lagipun dah tak ada apa yang boleh dibetulkan' . I sound like I'm satisfied with my marks but deep inside , I feel like killing myself . YES , TY modern math . It's frustrating enough . Chemistry was pfft , as well as Sejarah .

All of the papers are not okay . That's the conclusion based on all the premise above *LOL WTF*

HAH I'm not gonna give up no matter what happens . It has been a week since last I met green hornet . I CAN get over him , as long as I didn't meet him . Oi that's not possible -.- Mum gonna scold me if I say I wanna stop tuition . Let's face this :)

Watching you moving further away from me
My heart that is getting darker
In an instant I lost the light inside me

B2ST-Lightless .

M

2011-05-29T00:08:00.000-07:00

I seriously feel like I didn't appreciate myself all this while . What I've done for this past 5 months in form 4 ? I turned out to be different . I'm suppose to be this way but I turned out to be that way . Told be truth , I feel like I started to change since I like green hornet . I didn't study at all , I abandoned my homeworks and I didn't focus at all in tuition , especially accounts . You know , my parents were paying around 500 for 5 months for tuition and that's what I did . I myself feel frustrated .

I couldn't deny the fact that I can't resist from looking at you blabla. k . i like you but at the same time , i don't want to destroy myself . You even disappoint me with that facebook request . Bloody hell , i feel like a total dumbo . I wouldn't have done that if i knew this will happen .

You know who you are , getting over you is hard but it's for my own good .

You.are.unpredictable.

TENSED UP .

2011-05-28T23:11:00.000-07:00

I need this so badly . This would be the best cure to remove all the stress away from my body :/

2 THINGS THAT RUINED MY DAY .

JUNHYUNG.GREENHORNET

Greenhornet , I should FORCE myself to hate you . It's hard man , HARD.

Let's forget and erase all our bad memories

2011-04-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone . It has been 3 months since I blogged . I just did a slight changes on my blog :) /I know the background is ugly and messy but I loveeeee it . teeeheeee .

Talking about today , I don't think APC is meaningful for me . I don't think it's an appreciation and I don't think it's nice to attend it . But I couldn't deny the fact that my friend made it cheerful and beautiful . Thank you beautiful people around me and a big congratulations to them too ❣ I wish everyone could join the event but .... I'm going to make sure that everyone can make it for APC 2013 :)

Life has been good recently . With 7 people that completes my life , with studies that getting complicated , with classmates that have never fail to make me laugh every single day . They are just the best . Being in 4A is the best thing ever despite the pain that we have to hear , feel and everything . I know there's teachers who look down on us but it's okay . We're gonna prove you wrong :)

I think that's all for today . I'll update soon . See ya! ❤

The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn't do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I'm sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back.
I can't. I can't stand it. I cannot stand a day without you.
My tears are falling again.
Will I be able to forget you ? When will I be like that till ?

u-kiss 0330

New Year = stressed

2011-01-02T03:40:00.000-08:00

You're the one who I respect but your words are killing me you know ? I'm annoyed , sometimes I just feel like I want to ignore the world and being rebellious , but I can't . Why ? Because I don't want to feel guilty later . How can you guys did this to me ? Am I that not important here ? I'm still living , I'm still breathing but ...... URGH , Words just can't describe how frustrated I am right now . I feel like I'm the only one who take care of other's feelings , but they don't seem to care or appreciate at all . What do you expect ? You expect me to go through all this alone ? I wish I am that strong :/ If you really want me to show the independent side of mine , I CAN :) Stop thinking like I'm too pampered and bugging me with all those nags . Whatever it is , just I hope you won't UNDERESTIMATE ME anymore , like you did before . oh and thanks too .

Dear friend , I am writing this directly . IF YOU DON'T WANT TO APPRECIATE , then don't ask me to do something that makes me waiting for your feedback . Maybe you don't get it if you're reading this but I don't have the guts to write your name here . Whatever la okay , I don't wanna give a damn to people who don't even appreciate me . Please remind me if I ever did that . Thanks .

Life goes on , let's just swallow all shits that come into our life okay ? (: tata .

Thirstday , 23rd December 2010 ,

2010-12-25T00:11:00.000-08:00

First of all , THANK YOU ALLAH , THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU GAVE ME :)

ALHAMDULILLAH :)

On that day , thursday to be exact , I went to school . I dressed as simple as I can . Wore slippers , shirt and jeans . I didn't even bring bag . It's just that I have an instinct , and it told me that I'm not going to get straight A's . So why should I dressed up like others rite ? I went to school , with some hope . Saw afrina and the others there . We went to the hall .

Once the teachers went into the hall , everyone were like aaaaaaa nooooo :| So the first 'candidates' who took her result was lim san ying . SHE GOT STRAIGHT A'S and I started to freak out . Then sindhu [straight A's] , yan ru [straight A's] , saranya [straight A's] , fiona's dad [straight A's] , gayathiri's dad also [straight A's] and after that was supposed to be my turn . I was like 'cikgu , nor izreen' . I should admit that I was too impatient that time . I just want to have that slip and leave a.s.a.p . But then angeline went before me because her name was the first one . She got 7A'S dude .

And then my turn . I was like shivering and baca bismillah dlm hati je . Then cik nurain searched for my name and gave me the slip . I saw , I didn't count how many A's but I saw the A's were straight from top to bottom . I remained quiet , I signed the paper , I turned back , I saw my bestfriends [ I still remember yasmin asked 'Straight A's ke] , I SAW MUM and I started to cry , I don't know why , I just can't hold my tears any longer . My mum hugged me and she cried too [okay , I really feel like crying now :'(] which made me cry like even more . ALHAMDULILLAH . I'm happy because mum is happy . She has done a lot of things for me , so I'm glad that she's happy . This result is definitely for mum and dad , who sacrifices a lot :)

This was unexpected and I don't think I ever deserve this result , compared to my friends . I was LAZY , and still lazy . I didn't work butt out for PMR . But I'm grateful for this . Thank you very much YA ALLAH . My hope is I'll be more hardworking for my spm next 2 years , so that I can get straight A's for my SPM :) Amin . Ya Allah , terima kasih atas semua ni . Aku bersyukur dan sujud kepadamu Ya Allah , terima kasih banyak2 . Aku berharap agar semua ini menjadi sebuah motivasi untuk aku lebih mendekatkan diri kepadaMU dan berusaha bersungguh2 untuk berjaya dan menggembirakan abah dan emak . InsyaAllah :)

Thanks MUM , DAD , KAKAK , KAK NI , FAMILY , TEACHERS , FRIENDS . WITHOUT THEM , I AM NOTHING :)

Korang semua , Marsya my tablemate XD , Afrina , Khairina , Yasmin , Shazira , Syahira , Tyra , Tikah , Izzah , Hanan , Qila , Allyana and everyone!! CONGRATS KORANG . You guys did a great job =) Congrats verryy verry the congrats :) Same goes to the others !!!!! :)

And teachers , thanks for everything =) Thanks for being my second parents , thanks for all the hard work , thanks for being good to us and bear with my annoying attitude :) Thank you very much !! Words can't describe my feeling rite now .

SUKKIE :)

2010-12-11T15:16:00.000-08:00

So now , I am letting you go . I am not even in your favourite :) And I also don't want to continue this friendship . I guess after you're in a relationship , you've totally forget everything about me rite ? I don't want to interfere in your heavenly life . So let's just move on . You and your love , me and my life .

What's with that title ? I have no idea too . It's just , random :o

Winkwink

2010-12-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

~~If you're happy , then why should I be sad ? :)~~

New style of laughing : trollololololololol XD

Sober~

2010-12-03T09:25:00.000-08:00

Sometimes , I just wannabe alone in this world without anyone around me .

Sometimes , I just wanna lead a perfect life like others have .

Sometimes , I just want all the misunderstand to disappear .

Sometimes , I just want to delete you from my life totally .

Sometimes , I just feel like giving up .

Sometimes , I feel like the world is unfair .

Sometimes , I feel like my heart is broken when I saw all those unwanted post on your wall .

Sometimes , I just want to be invisible .

Sometimes , I just want to ignore your post with your girlfriend . TROLOLOLOL XD

Sometimes , I just want micky to be my side and I wanna hug him ! *IDC if it's too much trololol xD

Sometimes , I just want this sometimes to end and BUZZ OFF from your life . I NEED MY OLD SOUL , I NEED MYSELF !

Hi December .

2010-12-02T10:54:00.000-08:00

It's really heartbreaking to see you care that much about her . Yes , sound pathetic . I tried a lot of times to not care but what's all this ? When I tried to avoid , it appeared right in front of my eyes .

You don't know the PAIN , do you ?

What about the promise ? I bet you forget everything already , including my name .

Dying inside

2010-11-26T13:14:00.001-08:00

Cause you never know , you will NEVER know . K bye .

You never know .

2010-11-24T17:23:00.000-08:00

My heart always longing for you , but it seems ike I can't get , FOR NOW . It's okay , it's alright , I'm working hard towards it . I'm serious , [forthefirsttime]

P.S : Eventhough I can just see you from far , but I'll never give up . S-a-r-a-n-g-h-a-e :)

If I despair , I'll be considered loser.

2010-11-23T03:10:00.000-08:00

Source : Tumblr

Few words to describe the picture above : Perfect , Flawless , Awesome , Nice .

Why does the words can only be described for pictures ? Why not our life ? Why does everyone keep sighing and complaining about their life instead of saying 'MY LIFE IS AWESOME DUDE !!' ? I have the answer .

I have problems . So do other people . I'm trying to be optimistic , but I can't . And I started to feel that I'm unappreciated . You left me behind but I still trying my level best to smile and pretend not to care . I should thank you for doing that , at least I've learnt something . Life goes on . LIFE GOES ON , people !

I WISH ,

P.S : North Korea , Please don't start a war . I totally against war . #prayforkorea

A very weird dream

2010-11-22T01:53:00.000-08:00

Lately , I had a lot of weird dreams . That day , I dreamt about my wedding with jang geun suk ! I know it sounds awful -_- It's probably because I watched his FAKE wedding pictures with Moon Geun Young , so no wonder lah ryte . And last night , the dream was about my relationship with Jerry Yan . I didn't know that he could be that sweet . I know it's just a dream but I really wanted my relationship *in future* to be like that . I'm gonna be the happiest girl in the world if that happens -_-YEAH RITE .

I miss my form 3's life :[

P.S : I guess My next dream should be about wu chun or yoochun ? :) xoxo

Insecure

2010-11-21T13:18:00.001-08:00

I've deleted my previous post(S) and now , I wanna make my blog alive again . I know , I've lost all my readers , but it's okay . I just wanna throw out all my ideas here instead of tumblr . I took the risk to post my tumblr's link on my facebook , which means that my sister will know it and probably , ~~stalking it~~ I can tell you , I posted nothing there , except reblogging some shits from other people . That's part of my life on tumblr :)

What do you think when a person who owns a nokia E72 , demand for an Iphone 4 from her parents ? Sounds urm , too much ?

I have nothing to say about myself lately . These past few days I'd spent most of my time watching CD . To be exact , all cd's that I have , I'll watch it . But now I have a new routine , STUDYING . Well at first , my opinion was it doesn't makes sense for a 15 years old girl , who had just done with her pmr to study . But now , it changes . It's not easy for me to achieve in my dreams in future . Well , I know myself very well . Last time I wasn't an ambitious girl . I don't even know what I wannabe but when I saw my friends , who has their own goal [afrina & marsya wants to be a doctor and etc ] , I really envy them . They have a goal , they know what they wannabe . They have ambition , but me ? I studied but I don't even know what stream that I'm going to choose next year . That was past . Let it just be a secret , can ? :)

P.S - Don't be surprised if you see me on stage , singing like a mad cow on the stage in future . JK .

Dear L , do you know something ? I really envy your writing skills . Your english is superbbbb :)

That's all for today . I need something to inspire me :)

Honey honey honey (:

2010-11-16T02:22:00.000-08:00

Heyya ! Don't worry , you're still in Izreen Zulkifli's blog . It's just that I made a slight changes to my blog and deleted all my previous post :)

I shall update my blog often since my FB is deactivated temporarily . Bye :)